time, timing, time changes, all these things have had a huge effect on me recently, so much soo that it amazes me and i can't even really explain it! my mind is so alert to everything! even what i can't do anything about. my mind wastes time and energy thinking about these things. it is tiring, but usually beneficial.
why am i even typing on this stupid computer right now!? it is 802 in the morning and here i am. whatever, time helps things. i am hopefully almost sure of it!