after some of the most special and dear to my heart times spent with Rachel in the past month, it is time to grow a pair and meet some friends so i dont sit around thinking about how i should have grown a pair. i am very sad, i just got back from that airport. and the thing that really sucks is i have to work today. id rather just ride my bike today! even worse though, and the only reason why i dont want to go to work, is that i still dont know anyone there, or what i am doing. it is my third day. luckily all the customers that come in seem to be even nicer than my fellow employees.
i might take a nap. but i probably will drink coffee and listen to music.