airplane

about to get on one. ahahahaha!
weird feeling of butterflies.
thanksgiving was good. tons of great food and extreme laughter.
that is all.

crinkles

I am a smooth but crinkly summertime noise maker. I used to be a friend of those who peeled off their bubble faced piano parties.
La La La........you may say other things are the things that are muffled by the sliding of the sushi and the saliva that burns through the night.

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I used to be a little less relaxed than I am these days.
That is, in part, due to moving away from everything I knew with little to no preparation. It was all I could do when I arrived to try not to worry about things too much. I did okay for a while, actually, I did very well! It is getting better still even though I move back in less than a week now. I will still be paying rent here so that is my only actual 'worry'. Still, I'm not that worried about it. Things will work out, they always do. It may be a pain in the bum for awhile, having to seriously save every penny until I feel somewhat financially stable enough to do the boom and bam and slap and tap. I mean, I will have some guaranteed hours at the fudge store, and I will be immediately looking for a second job. It is a silly pain in the cash-ass to have to pay rent somewhere where I don't live, But I DID sign the lease! It would be very nice if my replacement magically showed up very very soon and took over my rent for me, but not too likely. Luckily, I am able to hold tightly onto the reigns of my 'good attitude horse' while he jumps over puddles and gallops through rivers of bad luck and misfortune. My horse is on it's way to a bright and amazing place, a place where time jerks people back to reality.

soon

hopefully very soon

came to a place with wheels and tires

and i looked over the edge of a bond i had formed with the animals on the bank of the river. they were cute, fluffy, and scared shitless.
The tunnel of spooky spirit slinkies was fading into the clouds, no longer in earshot. My father is a warrior from Dunwich. His eyes are black holes and his body a temple of flame. point is, I am only here because of the parts that played a part in parting out the parts of I. That being said, I don't know for sure where life will take me and who i will meet or not meet.

Never Let Up

Physically challenging activities and scientific powers.
Wild animals and brain cells forming magical towers.
One steady beat can make me feel amazing and free.
The elimination of us, leaving only me.

I am not an actor, but i will act this out
to the best of my ability and i will try not to shout.
My ability interrupted your tranquility and you tuned it out!
I will gently peel and pull until you feel what I'm about.

Alaska

AS IT GETS COLDER AND COLDER AND I GET OLDER,
I FEEL AS IF THE EARTH AROUND ME IS WORTH MORE THAN WHAT MOST PEOPLE KNOW.
IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL HERE, AND THERE ARE A LOT OF STRESSED OUT ASS-FACES.
THERE ARE A LOT OF CHILL RELAXED NICE PEOPLE AS WELL, JUST HARDER TO FIND.
AND WHEN YOU FIND THEM, THEY ALWAYS BRING UP HOW THEY DON'T LIKE ALASKA.
THEY WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE WITH MORE OPEN MINDS AND LESS RAPE.
I MYSELF HAVE LEARNED THAT THE NEXT PLACE I MOVE WILL BE WARM RATHER THAN COLD.
AND STEERING CLEAR OF RAPE IS ALWAYS A GOOD THING TO DO. ALSO, HAVING ROOMMATES IS SUPER DUMB. BUT LIVING ON MY OWN WOULD BE SO VERY EXPENSIVE. ANDI CAN ONLY PUT SO MUCH MONEY INTO ONE THING BEFORE IT STARTS TO FEEL LIKE A WASTE. LIKE I COULD BE PAYING WAY LESS FOR RENT AND DOING OTHER AWESOME THINGS WITH MY MONEY.